Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Final gathering

August 4, 2014

Dear Friends,

Look at the sky. Can you see the stars? How many do you think there are? Would you dare to count them if you had all the time in the world?

Dear Friends, look across the lake. Did water ever seem so much like glass? Did you view ever look so much like a painting lost in a museum?

Dear Friends. Look at the fire. See how the light and the shadows dance? Hear the sparks pop and tongues of flames laugh?

Dear Friends, close your eyes and listen to the night. The waves, the quiet wind. And here and there the start of the night sounds—here a croak, there a plop.

Dear Friends, listen even closer. Can you hear the breath—in and out, in and out—of those sat around you? The whisper as we move in the sand? Dear Friends, lean in and listen ever closer. Be still for a moment and really listen. Can you hear it? Flitting among us, sparking from shoulder to nose tip to fingernail. From the crown of a head to the knee, back between our ribs pinballing from one to another, deepening into our bones, can you hear it?

Here a scrap of laughter at a joke that still makes us smile three weeks later. There the glint of the sun on the water when we sat on the dock, watching a perfect sunrise. The scrape of the gravel path as we walk through the dark. The discovery of the first of hundreds of toads. Campers’ smiles and the sleepy greetings of counselors on the impossibly long trek to morning flag. Late nights in the CR laughing, Late nights in the CR crying. Those mornings when it’s finally an oatmeal day. Realizing that tonight is your EE. Listening to the drifts of music from the other side of camp to find that your foot is tapping along. The not so quiet whispers of your campers at rest hour. Falling asleep every night to the song of crickets and steady slosh of waves.

Can you hear it? It’s there. The quiet hum of the web of memories, of experiences, the web of friendship that stretches between all of us.


Dear Friends. Thank you.

Dear Friends

July 25th, 2014

Dear Friends, 

It is July 25th, and all I can think about is how soon I will leave you. It is night, and, lying under the clear stars, I am reminded that I can count the nights I have left with you in the way that I cannot count the stars.

At first, all those weeks ago, I doubted that I’d be able to learn all your names and faces. You were all very scary strangers to me. Strangely enough, I now can’t imagine my life without you, and I can’t imagine what I will be doing so far away from you in just a matter of weeks.

It’s cheesy, and it’s true, that you’ve all given me the great first of meeting you and sharing moments of our lives. During those hard days, a smile, a simple smile from you was all I needed to help me out.

A hug. A high five. A smile from across the field.

Acknowledgements that we were in this together even as we kept moving from one place to another meant the world to me it was only then that I had proof that you cared.

And in those moments few and far between when we were able to talk. Talk for real about things that matter to us, I breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that you cared to know me, just as I wanted to learn about who you are and how you are.

In your smiles, your support, your much loved friendship you have given me more gifts than you know. For that, I am eternally grateful.


As I look forward in to the future months and years, all I can say, with tears in my eyes and throat is that I hope you will stay there with me. And that I’ll stay there with you, even once we are gone from the place that brought us together.